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Jan. 29th, 2006 @ 06:52 pm Some drawings, hope u enjoy
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Stargazer lillies
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Dec. 25th, 2005 @ 08:04 pm please excuse my terrible scanning skills
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Moca in color
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me nd manda
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terrible scan of levy
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hayden christensen
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random makeup model
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talking to myself
Dec. 25th, 2005 @ 08:04 pm (no subject)
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talking to myself
Dec. 4th, 2005 @ 01:26 am i decided my story is art
once upon a time, there was a girl
who dated this guy that was vry bad
one day, she showed up at his work early to surprise him, nd heard yelling coming from a nearby alleyway
wen she crept close to hear, she noticed her bf was one of the two men
just then, her bf shoots the other man nd kills him. the girl gasps nd runs off
her bf hears her footsteps nd runs after her nd pushes her against the wall.
he was telling her that the man knew too much nd if she knew wat was good fer her she wuldnt tell ne body
she readily agreed fearing for her life nd he lets her go
knowing she wuldnt b able to keep her promise
he followers her home and kills her
after the investigation on her murder ends with no conclusion, her bf moves away claiming he was too traumatized to stay in the area
it was ok cuz he just graduated highskool ne ways nd had to go to college
so time goes by and college starts
the girl, her name shall b morgan
awakens one morning all confused
the last thing she remembers is pain nd blackening out
wen she looks down, she is dressed in alien clothing but wen she turns around nd looks at her reflection in a puddle, she is wearing the clothes she wore that nite months ago
with a bullet hole thru her chest
in person morgan looks like any other girl but in her reflection, she appears how she did wen she was murdered
all of a sudden realization rushes in and she begins to plot her revenge
so she finds her ex bf um ben nd follows him around
he doesnt recognize her because she appears diff to him
she learns everything she can about his new life, planning how to strike
but one girl gets in her way
one girl is madly in love with ben, even tho he does not return the affection
this girl, jennifer, is always hanging around ben
so morgan befriends her in order to diswade her from her affections
ben falls for morgan all over again, not noticing she was his last victim
as she gets closer to him, jen becomes jealous nd accuses her of backstabbing her
claiming that morgan knew of her infatuation, how culd she steal her man from her?!
wen morgan attempts to explain the situation, jenn runs
off from her nd tries to convince ben that morgan is just using him
so one nite, morgan corners jenn in her dorm room and sits her down to explain her whole story
she starts out with the nite she wen to surprise ben explaining shes not rly who she seems to b
wen jenn doesnt believe her nd is about to run out thinking morgans crazy, morgan pulls out a mirror nd warns jenn not to scream
that she is about to show proof of her story
wen she shows jenn her reflection, she screams, only for it to b stiffled wit morgans hand
morgan hisses that her secret must remain just that, a secret for her plan to work
she says that ben is going to get wats coming to him nd for jenn not to get in the way
still horrified, jenn nodds her head ok, losing all interest in ben
just then, jenn fainted
morgan left her on her bed, desiding tonite wuld b the nite
she goes to ben's apartment, knowing he is out for the day and begins to set up
she arranges mirrors thruout the room with red silk covering them
hooked up to drop one by one wen she wills them so
she lites candles and sets up music, nd sharpens her knife
then she gives ben a call telling him she has a surprise waiting for him at his home and to hurry on home
he shows up 10 min later to gently playing music, coinicidently, to morgan nd ben's song back in highskool
he freezes up nd asks her to change the song
morgan replies its her fave nd pours him a glass of wine
he sits down asking wat all the silk was for, morgan replies for the mood
he brushes it off as he relaxes slowly
morgan begins to act like her old self, setting off alarms in ben's head
she siddles on over to him and asks y he is so tense
wen he said its nothing, just an old memory he had pushed out of his mind, she inquires for more
just some girl he replies
"rly, and wuld she b named morgan?" she asks
"uh yes, how did u know?" he stammers
just then, morgan pulls the string, causing the silk to cascade down off of the mirrors, "because im her" she replies
just then, ben lets out a horrifying screech as he sees his past sitting over him
the music drowns him out, making it impossible for neighboring peoples to hear him
morgan speaks into his ear "ill make u pay for ending my life, for killing to one person who cared about u"
he tries to get up and wen he pushes his body forwards, his heart meets the knife
his eyes go wide as morgan disipates into the air
his body goes still as the last glimpse of his love disappears
the next morning, the police are in his apartment taking photos
jenn had stopped by early that morning to see if morgan was tellng the truth
as soon as she stepped in, she knew somthing was wrong nd creeped into teh living room
seeing the body, she screamed nd called the police
after searching to apartment, the police came up with no more clues than the mirrors and knife
but what they find, puzzles them
the prints on the knife were from a girl murdered months b4
they could not explain this find
the mirrors left the same answer
no other prints could b found, except those of Morgan
the case was put aside after the local police and the feds could not solve it.
and since no one ever saw morgan again, and jenn thought she was crazy, bens murder was left unsolved
the end
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talking to myself
Nov. 22nd, 2005 @ 06:16 pm (no subject)
Feeling loved and cared for,
calm and safe.
Enjoying his presence,
smiles on the face.

Brief moments of joy
without a care.
Laughing all night,
fun until the end.

Chatter shortens,
remarks rarely shared.
Slowly drifting apart,
as days pass by.

Gloom drifts in,
no time to spare.
Saddened thought
as realization kicks in.

Tears drip down,
eyes glisten.
Sobs stiffled,
a final farewell.

Parting for good,
one last embrace.
Arriving a couple,
dapearting friends.
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talking to myself
May. 27th, 2005 @ 11:34 am Commissions?
Current Mood: curiousHmm...
Current Music: A leaf blower. *glares out window*
Here are some exaples of Gaian Commissions and I was wondering if you think anyone would buy art from me for real (more on My DA Account)

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C&C always appreciated.
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panda hat, mine
May. 15th, 2005 @ 08:41 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: lonelylonely
Just got a random line in my head, I'll try build off of it. In my head, it's very Postal Service-like.

I thought I already told you
You're the only way that I
can ever really escape

I can see far down
through the darkness
But it still confuses me

Close my eyes
so I don't see the canyon
I can make it if I try
I can make it if I try
I can make it if I try

I can't make it

Like I said, the first line just popped into my head. This song is very distant from me, or at least I think it is.
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Apr. 28th, 2005 @ 07:09 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: story of the year- falling down
Time goes by...

Time expires
friends depart
extinguish of the fire.

Clocks speed ahead
generations rise
thoughts long dead.

Ideas lost
bones now dirt
payed the cost.

Knowledge buried past
the great forgotten
unto the day of last.

ps- sry it mite not make much sense
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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 07:54 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: artisticartistic
b4 ne one says ne thing i wrote this poem cuz i wanted to write one so i asked a random person who i dont know in the hallway wat to write nd they said write bout somone who has a love thats just a bit out of reach so here we go:


i hear his voice
i see his face
yet so distant,
just out of my reach.

one call
once glimpse
all that i need,
some satisfaction.

i sense his presence
i feel his touch
yet so faint,
just a step too far.

one reason
one recognition
all that appears,
with my heart inviting.
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talking to myself
Apr. 25th, 2005 @ 08:15 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: coldcold
Hmmm. . . lemme look through my little notebook to see what my best first song/poem to post would be. . .
Ah! Hear we go. Persephone. Wrote it almost a year ago, if I remember correctly.

You wouldn't believe me if I told you
Why I always want to hold you
Your face is streaked by lightning as the rain hits the marble
The night sky hiding in your eyes
Your grace falls upon him,
your temptation on me.
Well they better thank God they held you
Well I think it's about time I tell you
take my soul away from me
breathe my soul away from me

Eh, I've done better. It's wierd w/o music. I should prolly record it. I'll try to write something new, I got a lotta feelings that need to be translated now, haha.
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